well just finish applying for some jobs thru some websites that eddie provided... thanks eddie....
hmm so for today nth happen jus helped out wif my family to clean the alter tables and stuff cos cny coming... oh i've sin today cos i didn't run well its damn painful wif all the aching feelings on my hand legs n stomach so i rested the run n i did some basic exercises... hmm lunch had sake sushi with carol... well i knw its quite useless aft training up n eat such a nice meal so i skip breakfast n dinner today in order to pay back...lol
but then i feel really damn guilty so i decided to run twice tml one in e morning n 1 at night... pray hard i make it please.. i seriously 1 2 lose weight n train up for ns... please please give me the determinations... hmm alright got to slp now tml waking up early... n ya carol all e best for ur test dont stress up...
2:11:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
hahaha... hmm so i jus finish doing some touch-up to my blog... well i realise that actually its quite fun to edit html but it sure gets frustrated when things aren't going ur way...
hmm lets see today nth much happen well jus exercised as usual did 100 jumping jacks b4 running, ran for 20 mins n aft tt did 50 push-ups den 30 inclined pull-ups n i lift my feet for 45 degree up for abt 3 mins yup although its nth but den wa e muscle pain is kind of "entertaining"lol
jus watched harry potter vcd hmm dunno y got a bad bad feeling hahaha but i guess its due to e post movie effects... hahaha well my sleepin timing hv been changed n now i'm like awake!!! lol
oh heard tt a lvl result will be out aft cny well i knw its over but den e stress e fear e pressure is back... i cant afford to flung if i did den how will my future be? i knw tt education isn't everything but den i cant i hvmy mum n dad to feed i don't hv e privilege of siblings around to share my burden... well i really jus hope for the best n i really hope to get into ntu psychology because tts whr my passion lies tts whr i really hope to be... pray pray pray......
2:07:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
hahaha... cant slp so i decided to blog... hahaha well now watching some show... hmm ok i admit its a bit no life but den i'm now looking for one... well i can say its desperate to find a job... cos its like i'm broke n i've no income...lol den cant keep spending my family's income...
hmm so went exercise today... erm apart frm doing sit-ups push-ups i also did jumping jack... hahaha but e best part is hahahaha i ran frm my hse to punggol park n back hahaha... although its nth but den to mi is sort off an achievement i think... but of course i'll keep on improving my target n i jus found out tt actually i can treat it as a form of sight-seeing as well.. hahaha to explore those places around mi that i've not been paying attention to...
well i guess its time to post smth emo ba... hmm sorry guys i jus feel some emo feelings coming to mi so i decided to write it out... hmm actually in my life i've let down uncountable people n if i ever 1 2 repay back i really cant i seriously cant... i admit i use to think i'm good at these good at that but in fact i'm not... well wad a joke i'm to hv these thoughts i let down my parents, i've let down montfort brothers, i've let down others and i hv also let down carol...
i always knw how 2 complain tt her temper her behaviour but in fact who doesn't hv temper who doesn't hv mood swing... in fact she hv done many things for mi, she has sacrifice many all for person called jeremy yes tts mi n wad i always thought was that i shower love n care for her n she will be love but in fact i'm wrong freaking wrong... in fact it takes tolerent n patient as well but i didn't notice it well in fact i'm blind... hai i knw wad is e past hv been the past... i can onli say i'm sorry for the past... take care n goodnight...
paiseh sorry tt it may sound too emo cos e thoughts jus suddenly came into my mind while listening to a song sang by xu ru yun n xiong tian ping ( i hope i spell it correctly ) oh e song is call ni de yan jing its means your eyes...
1:43:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care
Monday, January 28, 2008
haha... here are some pictures of e hongkong trip i recently went..
sight-seeing while on the tram
me n uncle albert
arena of stars
inside of ocean park
outside of ocean park
the venetian hotel its very grand
hello bush
royal family
me and ronnie
sight-seeing
macau when buying their famous goodies
hongkong tram moving at 45degree up
11:31:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care
Sunday, January 27, 2008
finally done wif my first blog... well it takes alot of time so i hv 2 say i'm a NOOB in blog... lol but thanks to carol n lianjie tt helped mi n sorry 2 disturb u all esp carol because keep fan-ing her...haha... well last nite went plaza coffee shop 2 chat n my brothers really kan dao mi alot... thanks thanks i'll change my attitude...
reach home arnd 2am... den was packing my study room n to my surprise i found a letter tt carol wrote for mi when i'm wif her... when i looked at it tears start 2 flow n i admit tt i was touched really touched... it may seem simple a card but e thoughts n time spend on the card was beyond words... carol really thanks for the cards really...
4:27:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care
Saturday, January 26, 2008
well, its my first time posting a short blog up... eh decided 2 create a blog so as to rmb all e thoughts n feelings tt i've been thru cos my memory a bit nice... hmm recently all my buddies hv been bald n tt left onli mi lam nic arnd... well for lam n nic they r busy wif their poly stuff asfor mi i admit i deserve all these emo things because if i hv been stronger n control myself i wont even need a doc n i wont even need 2 declare n i wont even will hv my enlistment date being defer n i wont be here now n waiting for my call... well i admit ns 2 mi now is still unknown but den if i hv 2 choose i really really really 1 2 enter now or today or immediately... at least when pop i can like wif them n not when they come out den i go in... ever since we seperate from montfort its like we hv hardly meet up except for every sat n sometimes when free.. tot tt in ns can go in together but i'm jus freaking naive n freaking dumb 2 ever hope for e best... hai well i jus hv 2 blame myself all by myself tt i cant b wif them... n i'll hv 2 spend my rest of 3 months like alone... but of course there's lam n nic but den they still hv sch so cant keep disturb them... well actually ppl do ask y do i value them so much etc... if i really 1 2 draw back its like omg... well i'm always e black sheep of e grp n most of e time or rather all of e time i always create troubles n prob for them n they always helped mi w/o fail i always say tis 2 ppl who ask well no matter wad iowe them for who i am today, i may not be successful but if w/o them i guess i'll be 1 tt is worst den any beast on earth... i rmb once i tried 2 commit suicide n once they knw abt it they came over n talk 2 mi once i met an ah beng while playin bball, although its my freaking mouth 2 say him guai lan but actually he is la... den in e end lian jie wanted 2 help mi n he kena slap... n i still rmb my b'day they waited for mi outside my hse w/o letting mi knw so as 2 surprise mi... although in many eyes it may seem nth but 2 mi its everything... i always said tt my family frens n my gf r all incline together wif my life n tt w/o either 1 of them i wont b happy or rather i dunno wad i'll be...i guess i end here n i really hope for the best for them be it in ns or in poly... brothers all e best!!!
6:25:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care
sight-seeing while on the tram
me n uncle albert
arena of stars
inside of ocean park
outside of ocean park
the venetian hotel its very grand
hello bush
royal family
me and ronnie
sight-seeing
macau when buying their famous goodies
hongkong tram moving at 45degree up