Saturday, January 26, 2008
well, its my first time posting a short blog up... eh decided 2 create a blog so as to rmb all e thoughts n feelings tt i've been thru cos my memory a bit nice... hmm recently all my buddies hv been bald n tt left onli mi lam nic arnd... well for lam n nic they r busy wif their poly stuff asfor mi i admit i deserve all these emo things because if i hv been stronger n control myself i wont even need a doc n i wont even need 2 declare n i wont even will hv my enlistment date being defer n i wont be here now n waiting for my call... well i admit ns 2 mi now is still unknown but den if i hv 2 choose i really really really 1 2 enter now or today or immediately... at least when pop i can like wif them n not when they come out den i go in... ever since we seperate from montfort its like we hv hardly meet up except for every sat n sometimes when free.. tot tt in ns can go in together but i'm jus freaking naive n freaking dumb 2 ever hope for e best... hai well i jus hv 2 blame myself all by myself tt i cant b wif them... n i'll hv 2 spend my rest of 3 months like alone... but of course there's lam n nic but den they still hv sch so cant keep disturb them... well actually ppl do ask y do i value them so much etc... if i really 1 2 draw back its like omg... well i'm always e black sheep of e grp n most of e time or rather all of e time i always create troubles n prob for them n they always helped mi w/o fail i always say tis 2 ppl who ask well no matter wad iowe them for who i am today, i may not be successful but if w/o them i guess i'll be 1 tt is worst den any beast on earth... i rmb once i tried 2 commit suicide n once they knw abt it they came over n talk 2 mi once i met an ah beng while playin bball, although its my freaking mouth 2 say him guai lan but actually he is la... den in e end lian jie wanted 2 help mi n he kena slap... n i still rmb my b'day they waited for mi outside my hse w/o letting mi knw so as 2 surprise mi... although in many eyes it may seem nth but 2 mi its everything... i always said tt my family frens n my gf r all incline together wif my life n tt w/o either 1 of them i wont b happy or rather i dunno wad i'll be...i guess i end here n i really hope for the best for them be it in ns or in poly... brothers all e best!!!
6:25:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care
