ABOUT ME

~jeremy
~age 19
~svdp kindergarden
~montfort junior n secondary
~innova junior college
~working in ocbc
~bmtc sch 2 - pegasus
~yamaha (organ)
~j team
~emage
~s.o.m
~airforce - osprey

WISHLIST

~a peaceful life
~stop being so emo
~family n friends safe
~lose weight
~learn my songs well
~compose my own song
~s.o.m to be true

TAG

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LINKS

aaron
alfred
anne
bernard
carol
joachim
joseph
lianjie
lifen
liting
limin
mrbrown
mrsdinahchin
raine
sylvia
yongjin
zhihong

TIME

time is ticking, treasure it

MARKINGS

January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
June 2010

THOUGHTS

sometimes its better never to have it rather than to had it

Monday, March 31, 2008

hmm well decided 2 blog smth abt wad i feel... seriously aft many of my frens went into ns things started 2 changed alot... in terms of their thinkin n also character... but there r some who remains as usual... but seriously i feel that ns although trained us but on e other hand it took away some of our thinking... probably that's e defination of "when boys became men."

ppl changes frequently.. in fact mi myself hv changed since sec sch... but some changes i feel is a bit too great... i admit i'm still not being used to e changes arnd... but i knw tt i'll hv 2 adapt n also prepare myself for ns as well...
its been awhile since we last chat... i admit there's still feelings but i doubt u will ever knw ba... is that really e end for us? or its jus a transition that awaits for the fruits 2 bear? i dunno i seriously dunno... i tried 2 numb myself but yet to no avail... tell me how long can i go on like tis???

1:06:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care

Friday, March 28, 2008

well i can joke wif u i can play wif u but 1 thing for sure when u cross tt line, i'll not like it, or rather i'll be extreme mad... i hate ppl putting words into my mouth i hate ppl accusing me... n wow u did tt...

if u r reading tis let me make known, i've my own thinking n principles, so stop using ur own pospective 2 force it on others... think abt e consequences faced by tt person... nobody is always rite n neither u shld think highly of urself...

one thing i regard u as a fren tts y i didn't 1 2 make it into a nasty scene jus now... but look if tis persist i'm sorry but to come clean wif u... so pls take it as i urged u... stop forcing me into ur stupid ideas that u hv thought off... if u ask mi am i mad, the ans will b a straight yes..

8:48:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

wa...... i'm soooooo fed up wif e policy... wa lao by rite i jus need 2 give 1 week notice n i can go off... but now ok i've 2 stay until e replacement come... den nvm my agent told mi there's 1 alr but my college in change haven inform hr... wa dun like tt leh i really need time 2 study n train... pls... can hurry up n try 2 let mi go latest by next tue??? pls i really wan to go...

4:34:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

hahaha.. ok its been awhile i've blog... lol well nth much happened jus tt i've quit n so waitin for my last day to arrive... lol need 2 study n also hv 2 go work out... prepare myself for ns... well although well workin met some qb person...bu i do made some frens.... well like e cleaners as well as some staff... ytd clara treat mi for lunch wif chin hwee... well actually didn't really help her much... but i guess tts wad we call good ppl...
well my bros r back 2 camp... some went sispec, technicain or navy... well lam n nic workin n lj still in police serving his bmt... n mi workin in e day n studyin in e nite... wa burn out sia...
hmm i guess lettin go of u is e best solution for e both of us... i admit i still harbour hopes of re-uniting but i mus come 2 my senses tt its all foolish thinkin... i dunno wad will happen 2 e both of us in future... but wad i do knw is tt, if we r together now there wont b happiness... take care n live happily, i'll learn how to let go...

12:42:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care

Sunday, March 9, 2008

ok its been awhile aft gettin my a lvl result... i hv 2 say tis blow is big damn big to mi... even till now i still feel its effect... but one thing for sure tis time round i will bounce back n i will determine to go all out to achieve it...

hey carol... erm is tt ur final decision to leave? to remain as jus frens? hai if tts ur decision i guess i can onli respect it n wishin u all e best... u tried ur best all along... but sometimes love jus aren't enough i guess... take care n take care...

11:17:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care

Saturday, March 8, 2008

sorry everybody... i'll b staying a distance frm u all for e moment... i just dun wish to add any burden to anybody...

thanks for all e concern given but e fact is tt i've done badly...

9:29:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care

Friday, March 7, 2008

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad is tis few more hrs to e release of result n i still need 2 report for work..... stress stress seriously stress, stressing, stressed...

ytd went to see doc... well wont really 1 2 say but now i knw whr my prob lies...

all e best to myself n to others...
so can i assume tt u r serious wif ur words?

9:48:00 AM
the footsteps printed
take care

Thursday, March 6, 2008

i feel very very guilty... yes i admit tis job is tough n stress but den i also met up wif many people... but den i did smth vry bad... i lied, i lied 2 them tt i dunno when my enlistment date is... wad a grave sin... i heard praises but e more praises i hv e more guilt feeling i hv... pls pls pls tell mi wad can i do???
its tt e decision u really wan?

1:04:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

hahaha... hmm decided 2 do some little blog... well its rather special as i'm bloggin in office... well nth special actually but den i seriously hardly or even i dun hv such a "special" chance 2 do so... well cos my supervisor well seem 2 hv many many many jobs available for mi... even if dun hv, she will still find 1 for mi...

well a lvl result is coming out tis fri... seriously e feeling of getting back results n like facing tt moment of truth is a torturing time for mi... i had once in my psle n e other in my o lvls so y do i hv 2 do it again!!! hai seiously i jus hope tt i can get into e course i wan... alright i admit sleepless nights hv alr haunted mi down.. well sleepin at 4 plus n waking up at 7 daily n hv 2 work... well done la... i'm like a walking vampire daily...

hmm well many things hv happened since e last post... let's say at emage (e.a.i)... well honestly i've lost touch of my learning tt all e teachers hv pass down... sorry really sorry.. my pitching is off, my tis is off, my tt is off hai so i guess i need 2 work hard n start frm zero again...

3:12:00 PM
the footsteps printed
take care